i love my cats but their desire to knock everything in existence over vexes me. i'm so vexed atm. vexed as hell really. they know too, i know they do! they look at me like it's funny. what's funny? misogyny? you are evil, here's a treat and a tummy scratch.

Often it may seem that life is simply the repetition of mundane happenings. That life is composed only of the "chores" you do between now and then. So much in life seems to be the building of life, rather than living it. I believe this perception is fair, but misguided. When we cut a length of time in half, we see that the arrow never moves. Neither do you. But in this case, what is it that does occur? Surely, there must be something that happens in between?

First, you wake up, then you go...

Hittin' the AM playlist, paid to say this

That one's inhuman, illegal, single, woman

The one without a movement

The transmissions whippin' our backs

Yeah, comin' down like bats from Stacey Koon and

Terror's the product ya push

Well, I'm a truth addict, aw shit, I got a headrush

sucks that i quit when i did. i may have been the first and last nonbinary person w a job :/ sorry to let u all down :(

when do you think they’ll get rid of liquid glass? it’s like,,, so bad why are we still pretending it isn’t?

(objective truth btw, any argument is an appeal to authority or something. additionally, i’ve already drawn myself as the chad while depicting you as the chud. thanks in advance)

big fan of the “i stay out of politics” guys who will, almost certainly, immediately follow it up with the most politically charged rant you’ve ever heard in your life.

the most successful psyop in the world was the framing of an apolitical disposition as somehow being intelligent.

(fuck it throw contemporary art haters here too)

for months i've been struggling with insane i/o spikes on my media server. regularly hitting like 90% delay, mounts breaking, etc.

i was sure it was just the hdd (certainly contributes at times), but i had finally decided i would do the annoying work of grabbing an ssd and moving proxmox. i moved all my files out of the internal volume (which i also assumed had contributed) and when reviewing my configs for transfer, i had made it so that the flaresolverr logs were...well being logged. rather than...

https://cyberspace.online/unfortunate/blog/divination

said the thing, felt like an avengers cameo

the secret to cable management, i'm learning, is just that you should stop having cables

All of which are American dreams

All of which are American dreams

All of which are American dreams

All of which are American dreams

All of which are American dreams

All of which are American dreams

All of which are American dreams

All of which are American dreams

this album fucks ofc,, but this song will always hold a special place in my heart. public school bus window staring never felt so good

I struggle quite a bit with holding steadfast in that which I believe, while also making space for those who would never so much as feel empathy towards me. To be clear; I perform this understanding flawlessly. I grew up in a place which fostered a hatred for me and who I am, I had friends who would refer to me in such terrible ways under the guise of "irony", and biological parents who were...complicated. There isn't a word left in the world which can harm me in any meaningful way.

However, when you...

surely i'm not alone in this, but i think back to every time i've "fucked my life up", and it's endlessly funny that i always said "oh god why am i about to fuck my life up?"

self awareness, meta-cognition, and pattern recognition; incredibly powerful tools, made useless in the hands of the impulsive. currently, i'm not fucking my life up in any way i'm aware of, but my impulsivity could still use some work.

i won't be boring and complain but my insomnia is rly rocking my shit again recently. it's the worst kind; too tired to be productive but awake enough to be upset ab that. waste land of reality

finally got around to knocking this off my list and what the fuck ??? why are the reviews so low am i just crazy???? beautiful ass set design, nasty as hell, campy in the best ways?? what was it that led to such poor reception? i think the ending is like, whatever; it's crazy to do a flash forward 2.5 months, and then just end it. but like, outside of that it was fine ya know. by no means a 10/10 and certainly doesn't do as well as "Hellraiser", but like what a fun spin on the genre, and a fun nod to...