just recently had my first experience of somebody yelling "faggot" at me from a passing car... and then a couple days ago on Threads (yeah i know), i got brigaded by 'phobes and right-wingers, and had like ~50-60 comments bullying me both for my looks and for being trans, on a post with about 5 photos of me looking, honestly, pretty cute for my age, and really happy. i tried for a long time to keep up, to bite back as viciously as i could. eventually...

so i guess i'm selling feet pix online now. i wonder if 30 eddies is even a normal rate?

i think i might spend a bit more time here. i'm a headcase with avoidant personality disorder and borderline personality disorder and bipolar ii disorder (along with a new ADHD diagnosis) and i recently disabled my Discord account and deactivated my Meta accounts after having a little bit of a meltdown after:

• a new close friend moved away (i mean good for her, Ohio is not for trans people) and then insulted my hometown of Dayton (honestly i just can't forgive that very easily, Dayton's...