Well things are going

The girl I was seeing said she has some stuff to sort out and we shouldn't see each other romantically, the whole thing was very adult and sensible and it's the first time I've had something end in such a way.

Still left me feeling weird, I sorta had a feeling it was coming but we didn't get the chance to talk earlier, it was either going to happen or not, so I didn't waste energy thinking about it.

But honestly I'm not sad or anything, I can see it was probably the best choice or option for her personally and because I do have feelings for her I feel that it is the best choice.

It's just one of those things where it's not simple and there is no wrong, it just is.
I'll probably have my feelings in order in a day or so, it does make me feel weird though.

Other than that I'm still working on my music and photography.
I made a new friend who also does photography, spent a whole day out taking pictures and making friends with someone who has no ulterior motives is always nice, I was half expecting this as I thought of this friend as a man at first and that's how it usually can go with befriending men as a woman.

I also started going into the local park to play music on the new amp I got, feels nice to just play away and watch clouds go by. I've gotten closer to finishing something because of it. I plan to find a spot somewhere in the city in the next few months.

I hope everything is going alright with you, gentle reader.