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I've started reading the Witchcult Translations of where the anime is currently at, and I just gotta say
IT'S SO BLOATED
This is my first time seriously reading something in a while, but I feel like I lose my place sometimes and forget to understand what I'm reading. It feels like there's nothing but mush inside my head

Hungry...
wiggles around in bed aaaa

wiggles harder aaaa

... explodes

My sleep schedule
ugh
But hey, I went to sleep at like 10 last night :D
Too bad I tossed and turned for like an hour before getting up around 5:30 though
The quiet of the morning while I'm not as tired as I usually am is nice
It feels still

So.
The animation in Witch Hat Atelier blew me away.
I think it was in episode 4, maybe episode 5?
Dragon. That's all I'll say.

I've been putting off reading more of this fanfiction I found for Rain World
Not because I don't want to read it, but because I'm scared I'll read it and not enjoy it
I've read the first chapter already and it's relatively well written, considering how it normally goes with writers who just want to fulfill their fantasies, but I was pleasantly surprised and I...
I just don't wanna be hurt man xD
I love this game too much, I don't want it to be tarnished
I need to stop being a baby, the least I...

I meant to write about this earlier but I totally forgot about it
Classic ADHD moment lol

Anyway, I was downstairs, making food, I had my phone playing music through my headphones and didn't have my phone with me because it was charging. My phone was upstairs, in my room, and the signal still held, which I'm pretty happy to discover

But even more than that, I wasn't led to try and look at my phone while I was making my food. I was just... there. And it felt good, because of course it did, I try and...

I get emotional in the mornings
Not like sobbing, ugly crying, but I see something like a MAP for a game I really love and I think about all the work they put in because of their love for the game, and I just
Yeah man :)

My first time eating vanilla yogurt in AGES
Yoplaiiiit

For some reason, I just want to think of all the times I've seen both my mom and dad in the same room together
Maybe they weren't always good times
I'm listening to the "No thoughts head empty" mix on Youtube, the one that got taken down by Nintendo ninjas
I see a frutiger aero playlist in the suggested videos beside it, and the thumbnail fills me with the oddest sense of comfort
I look at frutiger aero aesthetic art and images and I feel... almost robbed
That exists, just on the other side of...

Rain World playthroughs are much more enjoyable when I imagine the person playing as the slugcat and stop treating it as a game to be played
Like of course the green lizard is gonna chew you up and kill you and it's just impractical to throw rocks at it like that's gonna do anything :3
But slugcat doesn't know that, slugcat does what slugcat knows how to do, and slugcat only learns when lessons are taught with pain

And once I started thinking that, I look forward to seeing how the slugcat...

Every time I hear about how women need to put up with periods, I thank whatever deity is out there that I was born a guy

I am so eternally grateful

Freenet is pretty cool I suppose

Waiting on it to become something much bigger than it currently is. I've already voiced my support, I just wish more people would pick up on it so we could move away from all these platforms where a single person or a small group of people have all the power

For now, it amounts to little more than a hobby some people spend time on, with the power of an organization behind it. I'd like that to change, so I'm posting about it here

If you're interested in the whole I2P or...

I just might like Rain World enough to be driven to the point of creation

Writing a small checklist so I can get through my chores step by step and not feel overwhelmed

AuDHD cheeeeck :D

Executive dysfunction is cruel

I feel like a deer caught in headlights, watching as the end of the day comes closer and closer while the chores I've yet to do remain undone, and every second that goes by without something being done about it is weight that keeps me in place

I have to unload the dishwasher and get the second bed in my room ready for my brother who's staying here for a bit ._.

Does the anxiety that pushes me to be a good person and do good things for people I care about inherently make me a good person?

Or is my anxiety considered unhealthy, since I'd like to believe I'd do these kind acts for the people I care about anyway?

I worry I may have made a mistake that's impossible to fix with someone
Even as I'm writing this, I keep checking Telegram to see if they've read the message I sent

Where do I begin...
I met someone a few days ago
They're really into StarCraft, and I thought "Oh, like that one really old game?" and yes, it was that really old game. We started talking for a couple days, and after a little bit, I offered for us to do something together over VC. Nothing special, just listening to some music...

Today I learned that Bayonetta never actually does anything with anyone
She just acts like that because it pisses the angels off
That's hilarious, I need to play these games

I remember experiencing mania for the first time
It was quite a wild feeling

My analytical mind kicked in and questioned it
"Why? What reason do I have to be as happy as I am right now?"
It didn't make sense, and it made me nervous, despite how happy I felt in that moment
I know for a fact I was under 18 because I was still living with my dad and stepmom. Maybe even under 15
It was way back when I still owned my PS4 and PSVR. I had stayed up all night for the nth time in a row because of how...

I'm so tired of living through historically significant events :D