Tagged as NSFW for a reason

I'm a findom, I have my specific niche. Tonight would have me acting outside that niche. I do have an interest in whatever lays ahead of me, but it could mark the difference between secure income for the foreseeable future

The ideal situation is I have a real job and findom acts as a side gig, but that's not possible for me right now. Banking my future on something like this has me feeling anxious enough that it will most certainly impact how well I do

Ahhhh
Starting out always has me the most nervous. But should things go well, I'll find my confidence
To tell the truth, I kinda wish I could just be kept as the kind of thing I wish to keep and forget about all my financial troubles. Food, shelter, and the ability to play as I like. I feel like everybody wants something like that to some degree, I just want it a little differently than most

I doubt anyone will really pay attention to this. I'm not sure I want anyone to. I just want my feelings to not just lie with me anymore