In a void

I'm just so tired all the time I cant focus on doing anything unless I'm forced to do it. But even when I do actually do those things I'm thinking about a million other things and I mess up I get clumsy my hands shake I don't finish or I halfass it. After all of that I get home and I just think about all the things I want to do and I just sit there not being able to do anything and having no motivation immediately after starting something. Still just exhausted. Then I try to sleep and I cant I just can't sleep all the sudden I'm not tired I can't quiet my mind so I start doing things on my phone like just mindlessly scrolling through memes or videos the whole time im just in my head not comprehending any of what's on my screen. Ill go for 2-3 days like this just like it's normal to not sleep. Like this is how people function. and it's been like this for years for as long as I can remember. I thought it could be that I was sad but I'm not sad or depressed, at least most of the time Im usually a very happy person looking at life with eyes of wonder and creativity but I can't fathom how to put that creativity out. I guess I'm just asking for help. Or confirmation that I'm not just making a deal about nothing. I guess like most people I'm just looking for someone to tell me what's wrong with me. Thank you for reading my rant sorry if there is spelling errors or it's confusing to read I just typed as it came