This project has been practically the culmination of a lifetime of effort and direction.

I am an IVF baby with a random doner father who's from another country.
The shit I have done and gone through to find him has made me who I am today, almost as a testament to my "l33t h4ck0r skillz" I wanted to find him.

And I just did, I am 100% sure this is him, OSINTing this man and all his information lines up with the data that I made off him for cross referencing. This has been my goal for my whole...

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This huge tarot reading came after a ritual that went pretty special and was a little bit freaky lol.

Offering myself as a patron to the deity.

The path is wonderful, the suffering is plot developing and we have developed big time. Excited for what’s to come :)

"Im scared of God
and scared of hell

And I'm caving in upon myself" X2

great song, thought id share with my fav place on the net!

Coworker sent me this mix she thought I would like! and I really did. Its a fun set so I hope you guys enjoy it too, the highlight for me was the bouncy remix of I seen footage (because I FUCKING LOVE DEATH GRIPS UUGHGHGHGHHH)

Guys I'm really proud of this one!!!

Massively and monumentally HUGE shoutout to the homie @tux_racer who went above and beyond in proof reading this journal for me. Just submitted it and gonna roll myself the fattest fucking joint to celebrate. Love you all and check it if yer interested in an analysis of an angel ritual from the first person by yours truly!!!!

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Ouroboros

A Serpent eating its own tail represents a concept that transcends cultures and time periods. This is a powerful emblem of the concept Cyclicality. Bringer of Life and death and rebirth.

The Ouroboros has origins earliest depicted in ancient Egypt, it was associated with the sun god Ra. The serpent biting its own tail represented the sun's journey through the sky, from dawn to dusk, and its eternal renewal each day.

In ancient Greece, it was embraced as a philosophical and alchemical symbol....

Terrence Mckenna’s wise words

“Worry is propitious, you don’t know enough to worry. It’s a complete waste of metabolic energy. The better thing is to function well in place and to wonder. wonder is worry without the animal anxiety. it’s living in the light of non closure.

We’re not going to get this things wrestled in a box. no thought system can get it. all these thought systems are very good tries and nice efforts. but it isn’t in that it’s in the moment, it’s in the recapturing of direct...

To each their own experience

Religions and spiritual faiths have differing interpretations all over.

Yet there are consistent and strong overlaps across faiths / religions.

A divine experience is something that is directly experienced by an individual and in some specific cases a group.

I am of the opinion that all belief systems are real. Real to the people that believe it.

The mere act of belief is such a powerful concept that can somehow lead us to irregular outcomes just based on the fact...