goodbye 15

I just realized I have a spider sense but for flock cameras (or by extension security cams too). This is gonna be useful.

Finally got to work cleaning my room, say I’m about 3/4 of the way there to the point where i can start rearranging furniture and get my room to a place i actually would spend time in besides sleeping. My closet was a pain in the ass (especially finding multiple love letters from multiple exes) but after getting rid of a shit ton of clothes I can actually hang up jackets I wear daily. Also got rid of some shelves that I emptied out a year ago to get rid of but never got around to it. Summer 2026 might just...

i believe i left my device open after leaving myself in the grid

balance has been restored

Name one thing you never knew you needed until you stumbled across it, i’ll go first:

#10 average grid

#9 new khan post

#8 guild moment

#7 spires

#6 1 new cmail

#5 me

#4 late night irc

#3 DMTea grid

#2 42 notifications!!!

#1 the frends we made along the way

thanks for watching remember to save and follow!!!1!

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@genghis_khan the #5 spot is secure, the #5 spot is sacred

Finally figured out how to fill my bio, took me like an hour to unpack my jacket.

It’s that time of night folks, I will see you tomorrow, and hope each and every one of you have a wonderful [TIME OF DAY]!

Goodnight everyone <3

I actually cleaned my room today, and before 11:00 too, plus I was out of bed with no alarm at 9:00. Life is looking slightly upwards folks ヽ(ヅ)ノ

My birthday’s coming up soon, and it’s starting to feel less like a release from all the stress of the year and more like another drop of stress in the bucket of anxiety.

For starters I have no idea what I want to do, who to invite, or if I even want to do anything at all. There’s very few people I call friends I actively don’t want to invite, but I’m worried about inviting the wrong combination of friends (people who fight a lot, or who’re in a relationship, etc.), and I’m starting to just lose interest...

This is my happy place, what’s yours?

Finally I can do what I want for like 2 months (〃^∇^)〃

Goodnight Cyberspace, tomorrow is another day.

time to install gmod on MacOS 10.15 and pray my lap and top don't get blown to smithereens

I'm hopelessly not in love. I really want to have a crush, but for some reason I can't. I went through a breakup right after joining Cyberspace. It was a solid 14 month relationship, pretty long for a highschool relationship, but it didn't hit as much as I expected. I don't know when I moved on, but it was a pretty short amount of time. I started to feel bad about moving on too soon, but I realized nothing good would come out of dwelling on the past. Since then, I haven't really had the time or energy for...

I'll never let myself get rest (╥_╥) 2 mins into chilling and I stood up and got back to work, its been a couple hours and I feel the same. Not the worst outcome, but certainly not the rest I was hoping for.

Chilling listening to my favorite music and remaining in the present rn, if I could’ve been hanging out with someone I would but right now I think I’m just gonna rest my mind for the first time in 5 months. Nothing big happened today, a couple trials and tribulations regarding whether or not to text someone (personal thing) and forgetting to text someone as well (internship thing), but so far, today’s been a good day. There’s not a lot that could make it better but one of the three things that could is...