I wrote these notes on my phone while on the train today... I'm in fucking 8th grade

6 days of school and waking up at 6 am is literally destroying me. I can't keep doing it. I've been almost late a lot recently partly because of the actual train delays partly because I fall asleep again 2 minutes after my alarm rings and I have 3 set. I can't get myself to wake up on time anymore and am super tired. I live 1 hour and 30 minutes away from school and it's 6 days in a row. And on Sunday I can't even really sleep in much because I have to do my laundry and eat breakfast and then clean the kitchen after cooking and then finish studying math and japanese before Lunch. That leaves me with about 4 hours of free time. Not enough to meet anyone outside cuz everything is kinda far even Shibuya is 30 mins away and shinjuku an hour and I have to be home before 7 If not I get grounded if I don't have a valid reason. I'm in 8th grade like wtf. I don't know what the fuck to do anymore my dad keeps giving me more responsibility and gets mad when I forget my fucking chores like I'm sorry I'm sleep deprived, and in 8th grade I can't remember how to select the right fucking laundry mode omfg. And he has his gf mina who's japanese and she makes up stupid shitty rules like these which made me write this last Saturday:

Got confused by this rule and situation

Mina and my dad and I were planning to go out for dinner and its summer but not hot yet just a bit humid so I didn't know the weather outside so i wanted to wear a hoodie on the way to the restaurant and then mina said why are you wearing a hoodie it's so weird everyone will think your parents don't care about how u dress and I just thought that's dumb why would people judge what time of year I wear what clothes so i said that's a bit dumb and then mina got offended and immediately passive aggressively said oh so japan is dumb "yeah yeah... Yeah" and I'm not stupid I knew I fucked up immediately but like why is that even a rule I don't give a fuck what people think about my hoodie and find it ridiculous to judge someone's parents for that.