Man, dating is hard.

I'm only on dating apps though, although that's because I don't go anywhere and even if I did, I'd feel weird and creepy hitting on a stranger. How the hell are you supposed to approach people

I'm starting neuromancer, and so far it's really good, although I had to cut it short and only got to page 27. I like to read out loud to fully comprehend everything and get a better vision for it and my vocal cords got real irritated, so if anyone has any tips on that, I'd appreciate it.

Also home alone for a few days, and it's only day one rn and I'm already losing my mind. My paranoia is at like 11, every movement is a potential threat and I feel real stressed. I even started walking around with a knife on me. thought it'd be fun but it's a actually borderline terrifying, especially since it's a new house, only been here about 4-5 months.

Trying to write at the same time, but it's kinda hard while being on edge the whole time.