Going through a real hard time right now, a very close immediate family member recently passed. I was at a bar last night with some friends and I had a good time but that was easily the most amount of alcohol I consumed in one sitting.

I’m not really the type to get high or drunk but man, I would have gotten utterly wasted if my friends weren’t there.

Kinda scared the fuck out of me. I know my limitations when it comes to alcohol and I passed them and would have kept going.

It’s been very difficult for the past few days and I haven’t been dealing with it healthily and I’m scared it’s gonna get worse. I’m working on doing better but it’s hard.