is recognizing this is the most that I can do in this life of me; the best that I can get and the furthest that I can go; and seeing, realizing how what I've always wanted, attempted and in the end failed to achieve, there are younger people who are doing it, and are doing it much better than what I could have done. Maturity is feeling inspired by younger generations, in awe of their achievement; Not claiming, stealing their inspirations and creations as your own; not oppressing, bullying, shaming their...

If no one is ever going to recognize this then I will myself. If no one is ever going to acknowledge the truth and what is right and what is not then I will myself. If no one is going to treat these things the way it should have been then I will myself. This is historian. The biggest trait of a historian is that they do not move on. And thus history as a discipline is sad and lonely in nature. By that I mean historical work should and unavoidably is emotionally charged in nature. No, what we should be...