I recently started smoking a Corncob Pipe. I have to say it is quite relaxing and meditative. I enjoy the process of packing and puffing quite a lot. The aspect that is most relaxing is that it is the time it takes to actually smoke. It is a whole process, a sort of ritual. It isn't instantly gratifying and I have to take time out of my day to smoke a bowl. Very relaxing, but I cannot do it too often due to my lung issues. If only there was a way to smoke without harming yourself. Somebody should work on...

Today has been just full of "fun" surprises. Work is hectic today with a bunch of kids' programs causing the library to be full of energetic and wild kids. Its Friday which usually makes the day more fun, but for some reason i have been on edge and cranky all day today. I think it is because of the lack of organization and stability in my home life. I have lots of chores still to do and it feels like i can never keep up. I would like to be better at adulting, and I have my moments, but i think that the...

I have a Partner!! I am so so so happy!!! They are amazing in every way and i feel like i am on cloud nine!!!

I think that I got ghosted.... She was a really cool gal and I thought things were going so well but I havent heard from her in two days, and im afraid to reach out again cuz i dont wanna seem clingy or weird.

AHHHHH why is dating so hard

today is going to be awesome

I have returned to the nest! I havent posted here in a while and I regret that!

I have not written here in quite a while and i just wanted to say hi